Friday, September 11, 2009

A beginning in the end.


Soaking in the hot water, the bubbles foaming around me, I let myself sink, sink into the depths, sink into the heat, and sink into myself. Down past my shoulders I slid, until I was on top of the water, legs out straight, fingertips to the stars. It was my last night here. After what seemed like an endless summer, it was over, and too quickly. Many like to say that they have had the best summer of their lives without any discretion to the particular summer to which they are referring. Mine however, truly was unforgettably the best of my life. I was un-tethered to anyone or anything, leading me to learn things I never thought I could know. I only hope this year will be as rewarding and fulfilling as the summer I learned what it feels like to be me.

It’s not what you are to others, but who you are to yourself.

It’s not who calls you, but when.

People and events don’t determine your past, you do. It matters only how you perceive, recall and react.

Losing someone close to you does trigger the cycle of grief; ride it out to its fullest, the bigger the waves, the bigger the thrill of riding them.

Being self-centered does not serve anyone, especially yourself.

It’s not only acceptable to have many facets, but encouraged; the more sides to a gem, the more precious. Let go and just be.

If you ever begin to doubt humanity, look at your pets, they must have some reason to love and trust you.

Never underestimate the power of family.

It’s always alright to move on, no matter how fast.

Always follow through. Dependability is rare and treasured.

Give everyone a chance to redeem themselves; they will probably surprise you.

Sometimes, first intuitions are always right.


To be continued…

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